Aku kini sedang sibuk menjalankan proses pembentukkan semula hati secara besar-besaran untuk diri sendiri.physically, mentally and emotionally aku seratus peratus letih dengan keadaan sekarang. Komplikasi sistem hati aku memang mudah reput. Semangat pula mudah luntur.Konfrantasi ni memang berbaur busuk sikit, tapi inilah realtistik salatin hidup aku.Ini bukan soal hati semata. Ini soal tanggungjawab dan segalanya. p.s : Aku berani bertanggungjawab ke atas siap satu penulisan aku ini.
Monday, 15 April 2013
Hello
Why don't you just shut out your overactive mind for once and just listen? You love taking orders, now take one from yourself. You're probably not going to listen, but TRY. ******* TRY! Stop this fear, stop this self-hate, stop this madness! Just DO IT. Why do you have to over-think this and convince yourself you can't? You always do that, you know you can do something and you talk yourself out of it. If you know you can, scratch that, even if you THINK you can, why not try? You know what the worst case scenarios are, you've played them over in your head like a broken projector screen. **** it, I'm done talking with you.